Helloooo.
Not sure if anyone will ever read this but I've decided to set up an 'online diary' as a means of getting feelings out. I'm 24, a female and of mixed nationality. Recently I had a gastric band operation (trust me guys, its not that much of a big deal) and have lost about three stone so far. I started personal training last week which was so fun (nearly killed me though). I have been training with my friends boyfriend who is a professional runner and seriously knows his shit. we did some boxing exercise and he made me run up and down the stairs like a million times.
Other aspects of my life are alright, I suppose. I live at home with my Mum who is amazing (but barely ever here as she spends a lot of time away). I work with a cute little boy who had cerebral palsy Mon-weds, and the rest of the time I am at uni (studying history and sociology) or partying with friends. Life is pretty good,I do feel lonely at times though! I hope when i get some more weight off I will meet someone who I can become close with. Problem is, I know I have a pretty face but my body SERIOUSLY lets me down. Other problem is, I'm quite picky, which makes life rather hard for a fatty!
I do occasionally meet guys, normally when we are both drunk, and we have a good time and some fun together (wink, wink) but nothing ever really comes of it. I'm trying not to have too high expectations of love for when I am finally slim, but I kind of cant help it. I feel like I have so much love to give and I know I am a nice, fun and caring person so FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, CAN'T BRAD PITT JUST PROPOSE ALREADY!!?? Haha, I'm kidding. But it would be really nice to have someone to spend time snuggling up and laughing about with.
Lu xo
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